Reflections Part TwoYesterday night, i was in pain. I couldnt get help cos everyone is already asleep. The feeling cant be described. Its neither pain, itchy nor ache.. Cant really describe it.. Just feeling that Im almost going to die on the spot.. Aches/Pains all over my back.. Is it a sign of something bad? or just a normal back ache due to sitting in front of the com too much?
Thinking of studies, I think I shall make notes now.. Not like O'levels where I did not have enough time to prepare my notes and end up failing it.. I hate the current me.. the current me whose thinkings are naive.. always thinking that even though i do something badly, i still can proceed as normal.. Its just dumb.. For example, Im always giving reason... Even though how lousy is my result, I can still proceed to poly.. This is dumb.. Although I know that, I didnt even try my best.. Tapping on the com during O'levels..
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